Mindless Thoughts
"Jessica!" I heard loudly next to my ear which terrifies me awake. I quickly reacted and punched whoever it was in front of me. Holding onto my racing heart breathing heavily I stare at the tall figure on the ground grunting.
"What the hell?!" I shouted throwing my pillow at Sehun.
"You fucking punched me in the dick." He groans as he holds his crotch rolling around in pain.
"You scared the shit out of me." I say putting my hair up in a high ponytail as I get up from the bed.
He holds out his hand wanting me to help him up to his feet. I grabbed his hand with both of mine struggling to help him out.
Out of breath I said, "You know you can help me by using your legs to get up." He rolled his eyes and nodded.
Spreading my legs, planting my feet on the ground firmly I gave a hard pull and he quickly pulled his hand away from me making me fall to the ground.
"Fuck." I land on my ass and prompt myself up with my elbows.
"Whoops." he snickers while he gets up.
"Why wake me up so early?" I get up from the ground dusting myself off.
"We are going to work out." he crosses his arms smirking.
"Yeah okay, bye, fuck you asshole." I crawled back into bed.
"I am an asshole." he quickly grabs me by the ankles dragging me towards him. I tried to kick him but he quickly picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, "correct me if I'm wrong but I think you like it when you're carried like this."
I punched his back with all the strength I had, "No, I don't you piece of shit."
He walks out of my room with me on his shoulder, until he stops walking.
"What are you doing?" I hear Minseok's voice lance with annoyance. Fuck, I don't want to see him right now.
"We are going out." Sehun's holds tightens around my legs more.
"Where?" He sassed.
"Don't worry about it." Sehun slowly lowers me down, setting me down on the ground. I turned around facing Minseok. I glared at him, he's such a two faced bitch. Sehun walks past both of us and gestures me, behind Minseok, that he will be downstairs.
"Since when do you guys hang out?" He looks serious.
"Wasn't it your idea for us to hang out? Besides since when did you care about what I do?" I crossed my arms.
"Stop behaving like a brat." He rolls his eyes.
"I will once you notice who's the one that's causing all this trouble." I walk past him hitting my shoulder on his purposely.
"Jessica." He grabs onto my wrist tightly preventing me to walk away.
"Let me go." I look at him dead in the eye with a glare. His hold remained the same, didn't loosen, didn't tighten.
"Jessica." He takes a step towards me while he gently tugs me towards him.
"Fuck off." I yanked my hand away. Sighing I walk away going downstairs to meet up with Sehun. I see him wearing adidas joggers, shirtless, and running shoes while he's on his phone doing whatever he does on his phone until he looks up and his eyes meet with mine. I smiled weakly since my anxiety was slowly creeping inside me again.
I walk towards him and he hands me my old running shoes and my colorful socks. Grabbing them from his hold I sigh lightly. I don't understand why Minseok is like this. Why the sudden change? In fact what changed in him? He was probably always like this and I was too fascinated by him to realize it.
"Sehun." We both turned our attention towards the stairs as he looks deadly serious at him, "Make sure she's okay."
I made a faint chuckle and rolled my eyes, "Don't worry I doubt he will fuck in front of me." I walked out of the house, barefoot and pissed. Clenching onto my shoes I can already feel the tears forming in my eyes. I blink fast preventing them from falling, it blurs me for a second, but I'm too pissed to care.
I enter the car putting on my socks then shoes and stare at my wardrobe. I'm wearing my pajama short shorts designed with little avocados all around and my matching pajama shirt that shows off my flat belly with an avocado in the center with faint letters the spell 'I want a slice of you'.
I need a new wardrobe, this is too innocent and ridiculous at the same time. This outfit seemed like a good idea my freshmen year. I see Sehun exit the house locking the door behind him and quickly jogs to the car. He gets inside, buckles in, starts the car, and drives. I crossed my arms looking out the window. I think I will take Yoona's offer and go shopping for today.
"What's on your mind?" He breaks away the silence.
"I need new clothes."
He chuckles, "the outfit you're wearing is pretty adorable."
"That's exactly why I need to go shopping. No more adorable crap I want to feel sexified." He bursts out laughing and I smile at his joyfulness.
"Whatever makes you happy little sis. Plus you aren't bothered about your outfit for the gym?"
"You dragged me out of my own bed. I didn't have much of a choice."
"And that is true." He turns his head and looks at me and gives me a quick wink. I smile and turn my attention outside of the window admiring the sun rising up slowly bringing life into everything that is being absorbed.
Thirty minutes later Sehun pulls over and parks his car at a beautiful location. Sitting up in my seat I noticed a sign that said 'Yongma Waterfall Park.'
"I thought we were going to the gym." I made a questionable look at him.
"This is my type of gym." He quickly gets out of the car and I followed his movements as well, "I like to jog around here to clear my mind. I do all kinds of working out here." He stares at the entrance with admiration in his eye. There was something else in his look that I couldn't quite make out. Respect? Hope? Or possibly love?
Whichever it is, this place has left it's mark into his heart and soul. I just don't understand why or how? I closed the car door and that quickly snapped him back into reality. He clears his throat and closes his car door as well.
He claps rubbing his hands together smiling at me, "Ready?"
I roll my eyes, "Lead the way."
Sorry for the late update :( I been feeling really sick these past days. Hope you enjoyed the chapter!!
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