Feeling a gentle hand on my shoulder shaking me awake with a low voice saying my name. I slowly open my heavy eyelids turning from my side laying down on my back.

Not wanting to get up I kept my eyes closed and felt a gentle kiss on my forehead.

I smile, "Good morning momma." I hear a faint chuckle followed by a very quick lick that went from my neck towards my jaw.

My eyes shot open and I quickly sit up grabbing my blanket holding it against me tightly. Breathing heavily I place my hand over my racing heart scanning my room, no one is here.

What the fuck? Who was that? I slowly crept out of my bed shivering. I exit my room and run into Sehun leaving his room. His hair is very wet, he has on a pair of joggers, and is completely shirtless, the usual.

"Sehun wait." I say taking a step towards him, halting him from going downstairs.

He turns around and stares down at me, "what's up?"

"Where's Minseok?"

He shrugs, "I think he's making breakfast for us."

Couldn't have been Minseok if he was preparing food. I stare at Sehun longer, "did you wake me up?"

He made a 'what the fuck' face, "why would I do that?"

I shrug at his response, "I just thought you did for a second."

He places his hands in his pockets, "Nope, I was taking a shower. Well, finished taking a shower. Anything else you want to ask me?" I shake my head and he walks away going downstairs heading towards Minseok.

I probably just dreamt the whole thing. Scratching the back of my head I realized that the shower is free. I squeal with excitement and quickly run inside the bathroom.

Locking the door behind me, turning on the water letting it warm up, I think to myself. It felt so real. I touch my jaw staring at the water falling onto the bathtubs bottom.

My brothers would never touch me like that. I seriously doubt it was any of them. But what if it was? I shake my head stripping off my clothes. Too much thinking for one day and the day hasn't started.

Exiting the shower with my uniform on and damp hair present I walk downstairs slowly. With each step I take getting closer towards my brothers my anxiety increases.

What if it was one of them? Or maybe both? I hug myself trying to calm my racing heart and quickly steady my breathing. I can't show them that I'm bothered. I raise my head, square my shoulders, and continued my path to the kitchen with my poker face.

I walk in and I see Minseok and Sehun sitting down at the breakfast table. Sehun is on his phone doing whatever Sehun does. Minseok's eyes met mine and he smiles gently.

"Sit Jess, eat your food." I nodded joining them for breakfast. Taking small bites of my fruit salad I realized how different Sehun and Minseok is. Sehun is on his phone texting and Minseok reads the newspaper and occasionally talks to me about what's going on in the article.

"Did you wake me up this morning Minseok?"

He shook his head slightly, "why?"

I shrugged again, "Never mind. I think I woke myself up."

He smiles, "you always do." He gets up clearing mine and Sehun's plate and plants a soft kiss on the top of my head.

Sometimes I wonder if Minseok see's me more as a daughter than as a little sister due to all his gentleness with me, including the little things he does for me and no one else. I stand up and pat Sehun on the shoulder letting him know that we should be leaving for school soon.

"Thank you Minseok for breakfast." I bow to him and he smiles lightly.

"Go brush your teeth I don't want you to be late for school." I nod again and walk upstairs.

Brushing my teeth I stare at my reflection. Why would I ever think it was one of my brothers. That's just wrong and gross in so many levels. Rinsing my mouth, I place my toothbrush on my section of the bathroom. I look at the mirror again and see Sehun leaned against the doorway fully dressed with his arms crossed, he speaks lightly.

"Ready?"

"Yeah let's go." I say walking past him meeting him downstairs. Minseok is waiting for us downstairs with my backpack in his hand as he watches me.

"Here you go Jess." I turned around as he helped sliding it on my shoulders. He pulls me into a soft hug kissing my forehead again. "Make sure Sehun isn't driving like a maniac."

"I heard that." He says walking down the steps, "besides at least I can drive." He says while he looks down at me.

I cross my arms and glare at him, "well I'm a slow learner."

"Or you have a bad teacher." He turns his head looking towards Minseok.

Minseok crosses his arms, "I work and I have a girlfriend I don't have time to teach Jess to drive."

"Yeah I noticed, you don't have time for anything." I said with a hurt tone. I turned around quickly putting on my shoes wanting to leave this uncomfortable atmosphere I created and I quickly said, "I'll be in the car Sehun." And I walked away.

Walking towards the car keeping my head down, I felt guilty. I know I shouldn't give Minseok a hard time but I hate that he just doesn't acknowledge the fact that I miss bonding with him. Opening the car door I entered sitting down on the passenger side slouching in my seat.

I close my eyes rubbing my forehead wanting the guilt to take it's course that way I can focus today. Listening to the driver's door open and someone entered I turned my head towards that direction and see Sehun already giving me a sad smile.

"If it helps I don't like how she takes up all of his time too." I smile at his words, "but she is hot though."

I gasped and slapped him on the arm, "Sehun!" He laughs at me while he starts the car pulling out of the driveway. I leaned against the door staring at the trees that we pass by. Oh Minseok can't you see how hurt I am without you.