Warning, strong content of sexual abused

As he opened the door, he was expecting Liam with good morning just like this morning but to his disappointment Liam is by the couch snorting through white powder. He knew very well what's gonna happened if he started that shit. He took coccaine if either he was happy or rather in a seriously bad mood, Alec feared for the latter. "Hey, is everything okay?" Alec asked. He hoped Liam would be in an extremely good mood but as soon as he looked up and his red shot eyes stares at Alec, he knew he is doomed. He tried being tolerable as much as possible.

He didn't answer Alec and ignores him with another sniffed. Alec hated being around that stuff and he never did try those things, neither did alcohol but only on occasional event he would sip a few but he didn't like how it taste. He placed his file on the table and walked towards Liam on the couch. He took off his suit and loosen his tie, opened a few of his top button, exposing his chest. He sat calmly next to him but inside he's terrified as hell.

"Why don't I run you some bath and you can relax. I'll cook some dinner and you can eat after your bath." He rubbed his back softly hoping it would calm him down. But Liam suddenly pushed Alec's arm away from his back with his elbow. Alec flinched in surprised but he remained calm. "Don't fucking touch me!" Alec sighed and keep his mouth shut. He knew he's getting no where with him so he stood up and leave Liam alone on the couch, while he headed to the bedroom.

He sighed as he was walking inside his bedroom. He took off the remaining clothes and headed for shower. He didn't want to fight Liam but living with him is inevitable. How Alec wished his life would be different, how he missed his brother and his loving sweet sister so damn much. He wonder how they were doing right now, are they happy? Of course they are happy, mum and dad loves them, especially Izzy. She's always the princess in the house and Jace is the golden boy. He never envy on Jace being the centre of the attention even though he is adopted, for him he is equally proud of him.

As the warm water ran through his body, his mind wanders through the event today. How Magnus was so intimidating but that scent he had is something. Its mixed with sandalwood or maybe its caramel but whatever it is, Alec would sure like to taste him. He couldn't stop thinking about him and if he didn't stop, he would need a cold shower instead of the hot one he's having right now.

He turned off the tap and grabbed his towel from the wall beside it. He dried himself off and stood before the fog mirror. He wiped it and his reflection revealed in front of him. He take a good look of himself and he sees nothing but disappointment. His pale skin, scars all over his abdomen and his back due to repeated abuse by his so called boyfriend. He raked his hand through his wet hair and let his towel hang low exposing his v-line on his abs. He turned and exited the bathroom but as soon as he opened the door he was met by Liam who sat on the bed looking at him, more like eyeing him with a lust eyes.

He stood up before Alec but Alec turned to their drawer getting some clothes on. As he pulls the drawer searching for clothes, Liam came from behind him rubbing himself on Alec's body. "Liam please." Alec tried to get away from his grip but who is he kidding, Liam is under influenced of a drug. "Why are you resisting Alec? I know you want me. You smell so nice." He let his dirty nose sniffed through Alec's hair and down to his neck. Alec shudders upon the touch and not in the good way. He hated the way Liam touch him, he felt creep run through his body. He tried to get him off and kept nudging his body away, which got Liam in a bad mood. He got mad and gripped Alec's both shoulder and turned his body around in a swift. He pushed Alec's towards the dresser and his bruised back hits the drawer. He winced in pain and looked at Liam in fear running through his eyes.

"Liam please, don't hurt me again." Alec holds up his hand in defense. Liam smirked and he grabs Alec's hand towards him. "Hurt is the least of your worries. You're mine Alexander, you will always be my bitch. You do what I said, whenever I said it, wherever I said you hear me?!" Alec didn't had any choice but only to nod. His eyes starts breaming with tears as he wished the guys stood before him has any piece of humanity in him but Alec was wrong. He is no human but the devil himself. He pulled Alec towards his body and crashed their lips together. Alec tried to resist by closing his mouth but he wrapped his hand around Alec's neck choking him. He had no choice but to open his mouth to breathe and that is when he decide to stuck his tongue down Alec's throat.

Alec felt disgusted, he felt his mouth need to be purified by a holy water. The kiss was sloppy and Alec felt his stomach is at his throat and he's at the verge of throwing up. Luckily for him, Liam stopped kissing him and he could breathe properly. But he didn't stop there, he pulled Alec by his hand and pushed him to the bed. His body fell front first and he tried to prop himself only to be pushed back down. He felt a heavy weight behind him and Liam was pressing his hand on Alec's bruised back. He yanked his towel away since he had no time to put on some clothes.

"Liam please, stop. Don't do this." He tried to get up and pushed Liam away from him but as usual he failed miserably. Then he heard Liam unbuckled his belt and then his zipper. He wasn't even bother to use some lube when suddenly Alec felt a terrible pain in his entrance. The bastard plunged into him with no mercy as if he is one of his whores. Alec cried out in pain begging for him to stop but he didn't budge. Liam yanked his hair back and tears flowing through Alec's cheek.

"This is what you get when you disobeyed me! You're my whore and you will always be that!" He keep lunging into Alec as he cried begging for him to stop. "Liam, please! You're hurting me! Stop please." He begs and the only thing Liam did was going faster and deeper. After few more thrust he came and pulled out from Alec roughly. Alec lay on his stomach sobbing in tears and pain. He heard Liam pulled his pants back on and left the room. Later he heard him left the apartment.

Alec tried to got up and pull himself together but the pain shot him back. He fell by the side of the bed hugging his knees and crawled into tears and misery. He couldn't remember how long he sat in that position and when he stopped crying, he went back towards the bathroom to take another shower. How he wished he could cleaned himself away but the feeling is still and he felt more disgusted on himself rather than at Liam. He let himself in this situation and he let himself being treated this way.

As soon as he was done with his second shower, Alec grabbed his brief and put it on immediately before grabbing his usual grey shirt. He pulled his covers and climbed on the bed. Its' only five in the evening as stated on the clock by the bedside but Alec felt tired and exhausted. His tears flowed uncontrollably and he sobbed till he fell to his sleep.

Alec jolted up from his dream in sweats and realized its pitch dark in his room. He is terrified of darkness and he quickly searched for the light button by the nightstand. As soon as the room light up with the dim light he felt better. He look around and noticed the house is quiet and he was all alone. He sighed in relief knowing Liam is not home and he couldn't hear him whimpering in his nightmare. He turned his eyes at the clock and saw its two in the morning. He slept through the evening and now he wouldn't be able to sleep. He didn't felt hungry even he didn't eat through the day and even the thought of food making him nauseous.

He stared through the wall and next thing he knew the sun came up shining through the room. He looked at the clock and saw it was already six in the morning. He got off the bed and headed to the bathroom. He need to get ready for his first day at the office of Mr Bane. He want to look presentable and he doesn't want to lose his job on the first day.

After he did his morning routine, he put on his casual blue long sleeve shirt with his grey dress pants. He rolled up his sleeves up to his elbow and put some cologne around his jaw and neck. He had stubbles forming and didn't bother to shave since its still short and not messy. He tied his tie neatly just like Mr Brent teach him. He went to the kitchen and sighed when he saw the drug still all over the coffee table. He wiped it cleaned and throw the remained in the garbage can. He went to make his coffee and some toast to ease up his burning stomach.

After he took his breakfast, he took off from the apartment running to hail a cab. He doesn't want to be late for his work on the first day and its already 7:30am.