I stumble 

I fall

can't make sense at all

of the crumbling wall

that is my life

I curse 

I swear

nothing seems fair

in this revolving chair

that is my life

rains fall hard

never get the card

to give me a winning hand

dark clouds rise

not to my surprise

if you could see life through my eyes

you would understand

I cut

I bleed

I pay no heed

to the poisoned seed

that is my life

I pray

I scream

release this dream

write a new scene

that is my life

tears fall down

this thorny crown

rips into my soul

this much is true

if it were up to you

you'd never see life through my eyes

you will never see through your disguise

you will never understand