Today I did go to counseling.
It took a lot of courage but I did.
And it was awkward. Most of the time I was trying not to cry so I couldn't talk.

Results: Mrs Mendelson is trying to find someone that can come hang out with me at lunch.
Apparently we're gonna play games and stuff and just chat.
Not what I was thinking but whatevs!

And I'm super happy right now.

Partially bc I just...

Ok.

The events of today:

Lunch: counseling
5th pd: Amiel tells me that all my friends are going to the movies at 3:45 today.
3:00: I realize my ssl form was due today so I had to finish it in five mins, thus missing my bus. But it was worth it.
3:35: my dad finally picks me up even though we live 4-7 mins away and I called him at 3:15 but that's ok.
3:45: my dad gives me a speech about behaving and not doing anything bad because there's a boy there.
Yes. I'm obviously going to have sex with him, he's hardly hit puberty. 👏 gj dad
4:15: arrive at the movie theater 30 mins late for the movie but that's ok. We watch guardians of the galaxy 2.
6:15: I buy Amiel something for 6 dollars. You better pay me back... you don't even deserve that... whatever.
6:30: the Spanish moms of me and my friend start talking.
6:45: they finish talking.
7:00: I see some older popular guys from my school and I run away. They order McDonald's... REALLY??? Lol
7:15: we order Panda Express. MHH. 👌

8:30: I get home.
9:15: #memories #wemissyouMisterDahlin I watch some vids conducted by my previous conducter in the top orchestra a few years back in our glory days. I then realize that Hoover is going to probably slowly spiral down after mister Dahl in won't be here bc he made us really good and now we're not getting enough talented students to fuel our need to get first place in every competition we go to!
9:30: I REALIZE ISOLATION IS 446 IN ADVENTURE.