I'm here and pissed off at myself. I can't write. I lost my train of thought. I can't draw either. It's probably somewhere in no man's land and I'm probably going insane right now.

Nothing exciting happened today. I didn't talk much, nor did I act 'myself' today, as people say.

I really didn't feel as comfortable at school, as I normally am. Slight unconfortable writing about who am I, how do I feel on the inside, what I look like on the inside.

This is the adjectives I described myself on the inside.

-frowzy
-closed in
-atelophobic
-self-conscious
-fat
-ugly
-solivagant
-pluviophile
-lonely
-nyctophiliac
-alamort
-believing
-old soul
-artistic (in a sad way)
-sad for no reason most of the time

And this is on the outside
-talkative
-funny
-logolespic
-out-going
-passionate
-artistic (in a happy way)
-impaient
-likeable
-wifty
-happy

I didn't feel comfortable showing this to my teacher. It doesn't feel right to me. It's some personal shit, that I don't think a teacher should know.

I feel like I need to hang out with Roger Waters and get this shit sorted out. I need someone to talk to. Anybody out there?

Anywho, I'm going to leave you with this for the night.

I'll talk again soon. I'll try to write again and stuff. Peace and lots of live and hugs. Love ya. 💚Personal Geez💜