It's over.

He's officially gone forever.

Every time I look at the living room I can only think, "He took his last breath in this room."

I don't really know how to describe how I feel.

I knew he wouldn't live forever and I knew this would probably be his last year, but...

I can't believe it still.

I think I would be ready to come back earlier than expected, but I am going away from Internet, and will be away until Tuesday.

I'll be back then.

Bye.