I don't even know if I'll even post this this chapter but I just need to talk

is it possible to be jealous of someone even if you don't LIKE like them???

or I mean I guess I haven't really decided how I feel about them yet so I don't know

but I'm just like really confused

I don't like it when they talk about their crushes on other girls

but I don't WANT to be that "jealous friend//girlfriend//whatever I don't even know anymore"

but I mean I cant really control my feelings about this

but ugh

see and I don't even know if I want advice or if this is just a mindless rant

and if any of my friend see this, don't confront me about it. just like don't talk about it.

it's probably just a case of being emotional because it's late

okay

bye

sorry for not being clear