So...I'm okay for right now...ugh I feel so awkward right now...even more than I usually do...and that's a lot of awkwardness. Well I'm sorry for not updating as much...but my family's shit right now and I'm having more panic attacks...my grandmother said if I have one more I'm gonna have to go to the hospital...
But I don't wanna go the hospital fucking scares me...I didn't have very good experiences there...well there's my rant of the month or week...I need help some serious help...