What I really want is not an expensive life.

What I really want are not lavish things.

Sure, These things do bring me happiness, but

What I really want, Is happiness on the inside

What I really want, Is the freedom to be me, the real me unfiltered 

wear what I want

Listen to what music I want

What I really want, is true love and appreciation.

What I really want, Is someone to actually understand my emotions

I had  a phone call with my parents today

and I told them I've had insomnia since a young age

And guess what they said?

You've been acting like your separate from this  family, that's why

You may ask, why I prefer to be alone from them?

My parents are always criticising and fighting all the time and I prefer to drift in my own world.

They say I should tell them If my mind is cluttered  I should tell them.

But a few incidents made me lose trust in my parents.

My brother can just cry out his emotions to my mom.

I can't

I prefer to hide it and keep it to myself and maybe tell a few people online if I really trust them.

"you're worthless"

I know I am, please don't remind me.

Please

It's not ok.

Please don't tell me its ok.