Remember a day where I was on here all the time.

Remember a day where all I wanted to do was write.

Remember a day where I had so many long conversations with Wattpad friends where we had tons of fun.

It's funny that there used to be a day where all time in the world I used only on wattpad and that when I wasn't it was all I wanted to go on.

Now with the days pushing forward I can't help but feel broken. I'm about to go a little personal so if you don't like that stuff then you can stop here.

I have never had many friends, in fact my first real friend I had was in 2nd grade which was a girl named Olivia.

Isn't funny that before I found wattpad I thought she was my only friend. I was considered one of the weird kids never had the confidence to talk to anyone or get to know them.

I felt lonely having a friend is great but when you realize their your only friend you seem to realize what's going around you.

I thought of why no one really liked me. Why was I the odd one out?

I mean I still am but now I have more friends then I did before.

I was a little shy, maybe a bit loud when excited, I got angry at stupid things but I wasn't that bad was I?

Questions like that ran though my mind and stayed there.

I made friendship with Oliva's (or how I call her livvie) sister April in 3rd but that was basically the only other friend I met in elementary school

In the end of middle school I made some new friends and I felt the thoughts I had drift away.

I began to realize that I was stupid to think no one liked me. I just needed to find the right people who love me for me.

And I did but at the end of middle school I found something that if I'm honest was the best app I ever downloaded.

Can you guess it?

It's wattpad.

Here I could express my self in the way I loved most writing. I was afraid at first feeling scared of what others would think of it.

But I eventually did it. It's really kinda of a bit of a blur now but I'm pretty sure the first person I actually talked to and became friends with was Decilley .

Though I don't really remember.

After that met so many people I cherish so much.

Some near the beginning

Decilley

Nightwolfz25

echolib

LonewolfLillian

RandomnessFox

And others along the way
Crystalwolf25

DEW3YBird

goldengoddess5101

MisticalMajesty

KC_Dreams_

Pixielite

MarionetteTheGift

(Please note these are only a few of the people I care about if your not listed I still love you)

but I can't help but remember the excitement I got from talking with you guys

All the loneliness I felt completely dissapeared with you. All I wanted was for you be happy and I would of done anything to see you happy. I wanted to be there when you were sad to be someone you trusted.

You made everything worth it.

When I look to now, with how busy I am and how you guys are most likely too. I can't help but miss those times. I miss the feeling of sheer joy

I just want you a to know that no matter what happens in the future. If we drift apart or grow closer

You were one of the best things in my life. And for that I thank you.

And also to all you readers who don't really know me

or friends I haven't gotten as close to as much

I thank all of you for the happiness you give me
-Kirsten