So I have been told by Louella_Grace that I always help her smile. I kinda know a reason why, but its kinda sad so...

Anyway I used to have people become my friend, And I 'THOUGHT' I could trust them.... Then they would spill any secret I told them, they would betray me and hate on me....

The people that DID love me would have to move away, just like my besties....

So I cut my arm, and I told myself that I would only try to make people happy, no matter how stressful it would be for me.... I always try my hardest to make them smile, and not to hate me... It CAN be more stressful than some of you believe...

And I am losing the ability to trust people, along with my feelings...

I always deal with drama, and now that some of my friends are meeting in a horrible way, it is stressing me more.....

But whatever right? At least all my friends can feel some form of happiness... And if they ever feel sad, then I will do anything to cheer them up...

And yes, most of my friends are depressed, which hurts me more than they understand... I know I can't always be there for them, since a few of them I met from here, but I try my hardest to get them at least a little happier, even if everyday is more depressing for them....

This chapter was VERY sad, so I guess.... sorry? Anyway, I will see y'all in my next chapter....

Buhbye...

And ps, this quote describes me so so freaking much...