I might delete the entire series of my Books of  Randomness. 

I just want to try all over again.

Idk...

I kept most of my memories in them..

But they're all too cringeworthy...

*dies*

I knew they looked familiar.
(Picture is not mine so credits to the owner)

Anyways, Rewrite Our Story Chapter 1 is almost finished.

But I MIGHT have a test today so wish me luck guys. I studied last night and hopefully I pass.

*sighs*

I don't why I have the determination to keep my grades up.

Some kids would just be okay with straight B's. I'll definitely die if I do.

I guess I just have a plan that I don't even realize I was preparing for? Or is it because I'm scared to fail?

Or is it because it's required in my school.

I don't know.

Sometimes I feel unneeded.
Like my friends could literally talk all day and being all happy without me even standing beside them.
It's like I'm just a tiny ant to them.
I could be barely seen or liked.

I guess it's just the difference between reality and non-reality.

I'm glad I have friends at school though.

One of my friends even puts straws in his hair to look like Cuphead. *coughs* Adrien *coughs*

Yep. Him.

Ya'll thought he was one of those kids who's charming eh?

Lel he's actually not.

He's a bit weird though, but MY KIND of weird.

But he's also really thoughtful and helpful sometimes.

At least he notices me sometimes.

"NOTICE ME SENPAIIIII" (its a reference so chilllllllll)

Oh god I feel like barfing again.

And no dreams today.

Phew.