I'm too nervous and I'm gonna be depressed because I never want to leave... I'll probably won't have anyone to talk to there at school anyway...

TBH, I wish I had a friend that would one day come to me at school and never leave me like my other friends... that would be amazing...

But I guess I'm just not deserving enough to have one...

*sighs* I'm worthless...

And nervous af guys...

I need a hug...