Its been over 2 months since I last touched this book. I feel like I should catch everyone up on my parents situation.

1. My mom is now dating my neighbor

2. My dad is dating my moms ex-best friend

3. My mom just asked me if I wanted to live with my dad or her

4. I just feel like shit (what else is new)

God I feel so conflicted right now. Only because of the living with my mom or dad thing.

If I live with my dad: I won't feel like shit most of time and I'll actually have quality time with him but I'll make my mom feel like shit and that'll make me feel even worse about myself.

If I continue to live my mom: I'll live how I've always have and feel the same way I always have but..... I don't know.

Fuck. I don't know what to do