Hey everyone!

First of all,Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays,i hope you got what you wanted and ate a lot of yummy food!

I was supposed to post this when its New Years Eve,but i am traveling tomorrow so that means that it wont be much updates..

I really wanted to make a small flashback of this year and say my thoughts on it as well as my thoughts for next year and my goals..

So..ehm..

2016 wasnt the best..from January that were so many deaths following on June too..

It was my first year in high school too so,not the best start..it really sucked but i guess i managed..

Its my second year,i am nervous as fuck because some teachers are new,some of them are threaten us to put Fs on the report cards..

I am trying more than last year..and i think they dont see that..or if they do,they will forget about it..

Apart from school,my social life was a complete mess..

Summer..wasnt really a summer..i didnt go with my friends,or go and enjoy the beach..

I was locked in my room..being super depressed..

It was hard summer,and you could tell that from some author notes on my second oneshots book..

I had a goal this year,and its be better in school,have a good grades but the teachers put you down and fuck with your mind..

Only a few good things happened this year..and i am really grateful that they came in my life..

So,overall..this year was nothing but mental abuse..

I really,really hope 2017 is better..better in every way..

I want to do better in school and get good grades,because i am being nervous as fuck of not passing the class..(Evey year thinking the same lol)

But this year is important,this year is a base so next year,when i will have ny finals so i will go to a university,i will be confident..

Right now,I feel like i dont know anything and i will fail..

Teachers are really strict..

They take even the comma wrong!

*sighs*

I just want to have an easy life..where i wont have to worry about shit all the time..

I tend to over think stuff,especially for the future but i am scared..

I am scared i am going to fail again..

I just hope next year is better..both for my school and my mental health..

My goal is to set a good base so next year i wont have problem about anything,and study like no problem..

I want people that have been talking to not to leave me..

Its one and a half year,or even a year  with 2017 comes in when i will be able to travel and meet some people that i have been talking here..

So..it was a bad year..but..if you see the good side..(i guess there is a good side)..2016 was the year that i really improved and grew as a person a little more..

I didnt stop drawing and i kept improving..

Even after that 'heartbreak'i still got on my feet and tried to give stories to you guys..

I wrote more books which i am proud for some of them..

I want 2017 come easy on me,because 2016 really destroyed me..with a few good things as well..

*still praying for a scholarship from wattpad or somewhere else to save me and leave* 😅

Anyways..

I guess thats it..

It was shit,but a little good..

And i hope next year will be better..

A lot better..

Please 😩

Okaayyy i rambled enough so i better finish this now >.<

Thank you guys so much for your support this year,thank you for all the love ♥

I hope next year will be great for you ❤

And because i won't update again..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year ❤

Take care of yourselves and enjoy your holidays!! 😘❤