Heh..i guess its time to say the truth..

I hate her..but hate i mean jealous..so jealous of her..

Every time i see her or her with Mark i would tear up or even sob because some people spam on Twitter about Amyplier that i will never have him and stuff..

I know this post was ages ago but..i see that..

She is happy..

He is happy..

I just dont get it why i cant be happy for him..maybe because i love him so much and i am jealous of her..so beautiful and talented..very cool girl..

But i legit give up now..

Because i know that i will never have him,i will never meet him and i will never have the chance to win his heart or anything..

So..

I guess i give up because i dont see any point of it..maybe the Amypliers will stop hating me(even though i didnt do anything!)

He is happy,and thats the point.

If he is happy,then..i-i am h-happy..

I want him happy..

I-I am sorry..