12/8/19

It's 3:30am. I don't deserve sleep. I've hurt someone, I probably took away their ability to sleep tonight, so what's the point on myself sleeping? There really isn't. It'll be my punishment to be a walking zombie later today, and possibly even tomorrow.

Why do I always harm people? I never mean it, I swear. It's always an accident. Something I didn't know could be harmful hurts someone, someone discovers something they shouldn't. Am I not allowed to be happy anymore? It's 3am, I'm acting a im drunk, I can't think properly, im happy. But something comes along, that makes my happiness 100% drop to happiness 0%. Great, just great. Karma always strikes back, what have I done though? What have I done, that means that I can never be happy for long? Do I really deserve being sad? Surely I do. Surely I've done some great evil, and I'm paying it back by not being allowed to be happy. Yeah, that's it. I'm evil, and karma's just doing its job. That's it

I didn't mean it. I didn't know it could be taken in a hurtful way. But I've hurt someone, and they aren't taking my apology. I'm so sorry