14/03/20

Hey, cherry here. I mean, who else would it be 😅

Uhh, just an update on how I'm doing

We and intoomanyfandoms13 broke up. We're both pretty ok with it, person please correct me if I'm wrong. We're still friends, and yeah. No one be mean to him though, I'll still kill anyone who is.

Thé coronavirus be spreading though. That's getting a little overwhelming for me. When it first became a thing in January or so, I remember freaking out about it and eventually crying because I didn't want to lose anyone I am close to because of it. I was ranting to some people about it, and the way they replied made me feel as though I was overreacting and that it wasn't that major. I've tried joking around about it, and I understand it's a serious subject but this is my way of almost keeping myself from worrying about it much. Our school still hasn't closed down because of it, but we're preparing, just in case.

Uhh, I came home from swimming today by bus for the first time. I almost began crying on the way home because I thought that I'd lose my purse, but I found it, it was in my bag.
My dad has a fever, so I kind of acted like the adult in the house for today. I have my sister breakfast, came home by bus (I forced my dad not to pick me up so he could rest) and when my dad was sleeping during the day, I played Minecraft with my sister and intoomanyfandoms13 fora bit before my sister left to play Roblox.

Overall, I'm in a bit of a slump at the moment for reasons i shall not disclose. Im feeling overwhelmed by life and helping others because of how much I know about situations they're all in, and I have my own problems which are kind of eating me alive and I just want feeling to begone.

On a positive note, uhh, my appointment from some time ago went pretty ok. As she wasn't a proper psychologist, she couldn't give me a proper diagnosis for myself. But looking over what I'd told her, she mentioned generalised anxiety disorder and depression. My dad got on call with an actual psychologist, I think, a few days ago. She said that what I did, by going to the doctor's, was a good decision. And she could see that I have troubles dealing with stress, which I'd agree with. She's sending a form to our house to fill in for me to... i don't really remember. The way my dad explained wasn't clear enough. Yeah, so hopefully I can start getting better again.

Im also getting into drawing a little. I have ideas, but not really the skills to do so. A lot of them involve hands, which I cannot do at all.

So yeah, that's my update. Take care everyone ❤️ have this dragonfly I did for textiles class

It isn't entirely finished yet 😅 sorry if it's bad