15/9/19

No, not a face reveal, sorry

I just wanted to share the video above and say that I absolutely love those outfits. I would love to try, but I feel like I'm too chubby/fat/big to look good in it. I know I shouldn't care about what others think, but it's the fact that I don't like the way that I will look. I know I'll look bad in them

Also, I really want to try Lolita fashion for a bit, just to see how it works, how it feels, stuff like that. It's really cute, and I just want to try. Akidearest made a video about it, and she looked so pretty!. But again 1) too chubby/fat/big to do so 2) i feel like my dark skin wouldn't work well with a Lolita's typical pastel colour palette. And although Aki has that Filipino skin colour (she said so herself), she still looks good. I just have dark skin (one of my last chapters has a pic of my arm, that's my skin colour)

[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]

im sad now 😢