7/11/19

1. I want hug. Please, someone hug me tightly and tell me that I can cry. Let me just break down in your arms. That's one of the only things I need right now

2. Ok, so, I admit it again, I had a bad day again. It was the end of the day, and I was in Geography, which was my last lesson. We had a test, and had 15 minutes of revision time before it. One of my friends sits next to me, and we were just talking and half revising. At one point, she asked me something about a geography topic, I answered, and I just suddenly went "can I have a hug?" She hugged me, and was really surprised and just asking if I was ok. I'd never hugged her before, I think that's why. Me having pretended to be the sunshine and rainbows girl for 2 years, I just said that I was ok. It hurts lying, but it's the only thing I can do

I'm sorry I'm ruining everyone's mood with these depressing updates