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Thank god copy and paste exists
I know I couldn't have done something so much easier and just PUT THE NUMBERS
BUT NO
IM EXTRA LIKE THAT

I want to explain why I feel a certain way on certain days, so imma do that

Explanations

2/12/19 - I was actually planning on today being a bad day. But I felt unusually happy. I was smiling in the car on the way home just thinking about the day I'd had. Now that's a rare occurrence
Basically, a friend of mine found this guy on TikTok and basically has a crush on him now. So, she's been telling me about how cute he is and all that, all day long. I don't mind it, I enjoy watching people freak out. But it's just been reminding me of memories of me and my boyfriend just being cringey and cheesy basically. I was thinking about a date to the cinema, something that happened at his house once, sitting really close together under a pride flag and not moving away when a teacher saw us.
Also, yesterday was our 5 months together. We both forgot 😅 I usually remember, and I felt kind of bad I forgot. Then I realised "you know what, he probably hasn't remembered either"
Very strangely happy day

3/12/19 - I FORGOT TO PUT A RED HEART TOO ❤️
today was really all over the place. I had a very nice first hour of the morning. My bf was soft and I just wanted to cuddle and hug him and kiss him and 🥺. And we were just being cringey for like 10 minutes before I went to sleep.
I had a French spelling test and an English test. We also had a maths test today, and my brain was not working, and my mind was just telling me "you're a disappointment" over and over again, which was fun(!)
But I got a present from intoomanyfandoms13 after school and I was very happy about it. I was just smiling on the way home again

4/12/19 - today was okay for a day. Kind of boring as usual but eh. A friend asked me whether I could write a story about this new society she's planning, and obviously I said yes. So we were just planning that during Maths
Geography was ok, I guess. It's just boring. I know my geography teacher hates me, probably because she thought I distracted my friend who I used to sit next to. We were so sad when we found out that she'd changed the seating plan and we weren't sitting together anymore.
English was really boring for some reason. I was spacing out way too much. I feel like out of the English classes, I have the nicest teacher. But she was a little mad at us today because when she left the classroom to get some papers from the printer, the class began talking and she could hear us from outside.
Social education was the upsetting part. Again, we watched a documentary and it made me cry again. I'll write another chapter about that soon.
My boyfriend was soft during lunch again, and I'm just... he's so floofy and adorable it's not fair.
Last lesson was chemistry, which i did higher than I expected to have done actually.
I forgot my phone at my bf's house after school, so we had to go back to get it, which was funny to me.
And I had no homework (I hope 😰) for tomorrow so I just lied in bed under the covers on my phone watching YouTube and roleplaying and having freak outs

10/12/19-13/12/19 - I've been really behind this lately and forgotten how I felt

18/12/19 - 20/12/19 - I forgot how I felt again because I was behind