24/11/19

im sorry I haven't updated this in a few days. Life's been a bit chaotic lately. ok, a lot chaotic. I just feel like I cant really trust anyone anymore, even people who help me. I thought that my trust issues would be over but noooo, they come back to prick at me again after months of getting better

im sorry I don't update my books in general. Im writing some (shitty) random stories, don't worry, I promise I am. I don't have time to write and update. It doesn't mean that I don't get ideas that just pile up in my drafts. I need to find more projects for my project book. I'm too lazy to finds memes in my camera roll to put in my meme books. I cant think of many pocket sized scenarios, im trying. I haven't been motivated enough to update my binty book. Im so sorry to people who like those books

Im sorry my chapters get really dark and depressing and life questioning. This book is a bit of a rant book for me, so yeah.

Im sorry the depressing content changes so quickly into lively chapters. Im really random if you cant tell. I also just have uncontrollable mood changes. Not sure if it's puberty or whether there's actually something else going on with me. I don't want people to think im faking this by the sudden tone changes, I actually just cant help anything

Im sorry if I start sharing less about my personal life. Like I said, im having trouble knowing who to trust and where to rant.

Im sorry im annoying

im sorry im sad

im sorry im happy

im sorry I cant stop hurting

im sorry you all know me