Fear
Date of Creation: February 10th, 2016
Age: 13
Fear is a horrible thing. Especially when you fear something that is necessary to your life. What am I scared of you ask? I am scared of people, of going outside everyday, of going to school. I fear social interactions. I over think every single thing I ever say to anyone, even my own parents. I cannot be comfortable in any social situation, it's just not possible for me. The only place I ever truly feel safe is the internet, which sounds really weird to say, but it's true. I can immerse myself in video games or in the deepest depths of Wattpad even, because I have developed friends on the internet. These friends are the ones that I am most comfortable with (except for a few friends IRL, like SnapeJuice :) ) because they don't judge me based on my looks, they judge me solely on my personality, assuming they judge me at all. No one I speak to regularly on the Internet knows what my full name is or what I look like, so don't worry friends! So... I basically live in fear of society... Don't worry about me though, I'm on a waiting list for a therapist. Anyway, I think I should end my rant on my anxiety now... :)
-Catch ya later!
Ansel <3
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