Usually every year, we get to choose our class mayor & secretary. However our adviser, Ms. Joy, chose our class mayor & secretary. I ended up being the class mayor and she said she got my name through suggestions from our previous teachers. Keep in mind she has never once been my teacher before but she has been teaching at my school for a long time.

So our Math teacher (Lez call her Ms. Marie) is Kate's (one of my irl friends) class adviser. I visited Kate upstairs because she was taking a while, and I saw our Ms. Marie in the classroom. Of course I greeted her and tried to not make much ruckus in her classroom, instead opting to help Kate clean the classroom. 

At one point, Ms. Marie told me to come here I was terrified like shit when she called for me. When I did, she told me how she noticed how much of a commanding/superior presence & ways with my classmates during class hours. She is one of the new teachers so I'm not surprised she tends to observe us more closely. She told me to keep up the good work, because I am mostly the reason why my class isn't going completely haywire and is tame/behaved sometimes. 

Reason why I finally understood everything is because usually a teacher does not directly say to me that I'm a good leader, class officer, etc. This was the first time I've heard it from a teacher, and a new teacher as well. I mostly just hear it from my friends.

Problem is I kinda understand that I am a good leader. But even since Gr3, I've been going back-and-forth in my mind, trying to decide whether what I did was a good decision or not. Hearing it from a teacher who barely knows me, makes me happy.