It's me, this past few months have been shitty for me. I'm only writing this because I don't know anymore. Health problems want me to die and I have sleeping problems now oof I cri. What's worse is that I'm starting to get bored at the usual things I do, and I've completely stopped talking to people irl except for my family.

I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like everyone is against me and will see me as an asshole eventually. Oh what can I do? It will happen anyway. All I feel is all kinds of pain and I just go day by day observing people's lives like I don't even exist at all. I've even stopped caring for what I'll feel and for myself. I see I'm insignificant and forgetful, no wonder why past best friends left me. Oh what can I do..

Days will pass by and this will all just be a memory...please just......end this. E n d

Please E n d

Oh have a meme...if you want