ok im just going to say what's going on in my head right now ok ready go

sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep ow sore throat piece of shit immune system fuck you why have you failed me ok go to sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep fuck where did i put that pink monkey again is he still on my lamp yes he is ok i need sleep sleep sleep sleep death death fuck now i'm hungry but why i ate like 2 hours ago is it the sickness or am i truly hungry maybe hunger is only an illusion wait no it isnt because of the starving children in africa god damn harsh reality amiright geez i should really get up no i shouldnt i should just get some sleep yeah that's a good idea but how can i sleep when my nose is burning like this jesus christ is there a little ant in there poking me with a miniature version of the devil's pitchfork probably since aliens are probably real why not ants that carry pitchforks oh my god they're rising against us i knew this day would come oh fuck my nose and my throat wait throat is such a sexual word to me now like when someone says throat i cant help but think of that one tumblr post where it's like "#when will he penetrate my esophagus" god that makes me laugh so hard oh my god i should sleep m i s e r y hey im reading a book called misery it's so great i love stephen king salem's lot is like my all time fav i dunno tho misery is rlly gr8 too but sleep is more important right now and food but how can i make myself something to eat when im confined to this couch oh well on the brightside i have my phone man when's my doctor's appointment i need them drugs mayn i need em for my burning nose and throat nose and throat nose nose nose throat sleep death wishing for death sleep nose food it's the end of the world don't blame yourself now man goodbye to a world by porter robinson is such a chill song i love it damn i should really be working on that kaneki reader insert fuck im so hungry though fuck i have so much to do today first i gotta go to the doctor then the eye doctor then the dentist geezus can i just get a break and go to sonic and get some chicken strips chicken strips why do i read that in such a flamboyant voice chicken strips mmm maybe me mum wont be mad at me if i cheat on my diet for one more day i mean after all i am sick and i need all the nutrients n shit i can get wiOOOOoOOO the drop in goodbye to a world just came on wOOOooOoOOOooooO BooP bOOoOp bOop boop b oop boooooop fuck that's so great aw yis that song is about robots taking over the world i think i dunno it's so great i should put that song in this thing it's so gr8 oh wait promiscuous by nelly furtado just came on h ow you doin' young l a d y yes boo boo honey slay promiscuous gurrrrl where ever you arrrre im allll alone and it's you that i want ah yes now i am happier wait let me change songs ooOOoOO brick by boring brick i fucking L O V E but what else do i have here um goodbye horses by q lazzarus oh my god i wonder if anyone knows where this song came from like has anyone seen silence of the lambs h e l l o c l a r i c e haha fuckin love hannibal lector das my DUDE oh wait my throat hurts shit i forgot i didnt take my daily meds oh well i will live oh SHIT bulls in the bronx by pierce the veil just came on WOO this song reminds me of my ex in a way ah yes now im lowkey letting my anger out fuck yeeeeee oh my god my nose i hate you why must you be slightly turned up @my nose did you know that i can drown in the rain because of you ugh fuck you nose and fuck you throat you're being a real bitch ya know ?????????????? oh my god my eyes feel so heavy i should sl e e ep no i need to read more fanfiction maybe i can find one where kaneki can read me to sleep and if i dont find one like that i'll write it myself pfffft who am i kidding im the master of all procrastinators siiiiigh oh shit i almost fell asleep there woops maybe i should go take a nap nO i gotta go to the doctor hhhhhh fuck i hate everything again get out of my music player melanie martinez HELLO chevelle there we go now i feel better but i'm still in pain amd i'm sleepy when will it END omg im going to sleep fuck this