So I'm a pretty upset person right now. I just stopped crying to type to some people and attempt to write this.

I got some really bad news about some of my family and I just can't handle it because it's so upsetting that every time I think about it more it makes me want to cry more.

It's taken me a while to try and write this.

I'm not gonna say what it is completely but let's just say that some one in my family is getting a divorce and they were like a 2nd family to me so it's really painful for me to hear about it.

I keep thinking that this isn't real and that everything will go back to normal soon but it won't and that's what keeps making me even more upset about it.

I don't think I'm gonna be on much.
If you have my number you might be getting a call or a FaceTime call tomorrow because I know that that's when it's really gonna hit me hard. When I'm more awake and being able to think about it.

I wish I had something that could help but nothing I've tried so far is.

It feels like my actual parents are splitting up. That's how close I was to them. They knew almost everything about me, everything about my life in only 4 years.

I just needed to talk about it a little. If I don't answer anything, this would be the reason why. I'm hair too upset to talk or do anything much.