I know I wasn't on at all today but I just didn't feel like coming on this morning after I woke up. I haven't really been in a people mood today and that has to change in the next hour and a half.

Our first home football game is today and that means I have to be at the high school by 5:00pm. Or to my mother, 4:45pm. Her say is 'To Be On Time Is To Be Late and To Be Early Is To Be On Time'. She's been telling me that since I started band camp last year.

So once I leave to go to band I'm probably not coming back till after 10:00pm my time because if my stupid instructor sees my goddamn phone he's gonna take it. I'll have my phone on me but nobody is aloud to text me because my texts now go to my brother AND my mom. Don't ask why because I have no clue what so ever.

There's also a band party after the game tonight and I'm gonna try and keep it a secret from my mom because I don't want to go. I went to some last year and was completely ignored the whole time. I tried to talk, I would get answered back. I'd try to be with a group, always got pushed away. So therefore, I don't want to be that one girl, sitting on the swing by herself again.

So if I'm not going to the party I'll be on after 10:00pm and until I fall asleep. If I am going to the party because my mother found out some how, then I'll let you guys know.

Let's hope she doesn't find out and then I have to go because I really do not want to. Even if I tell her that she'll make me go anyways.

Just thought I'd update you guys on what's going to happen tonight for me. ❤️