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Montrell's POV:

I watch Sam's face fall and he says "stop messing with me."

"I'd never joke bout that shit." I said dead ass serious. I'm not much of a joker, I'm more blunt and to the point.

"No... No..." He said to himself. He shakes his head in disbelief and looks at the doctor who I didn't even notice came in and says "it's not true..."

"I'm sorry Samuel, but he's right." He said frowning slightly.

Sam begins shaking and I can see that he's panicking, so I give him my hand trying to be supportive. He squeezes my hand tightly, not too tight tho, and he just stares at the wall not saying a word.

After a while the doctor left and Sam's dad went out to get something to eat and it's only me and Sam in this room.

"This is my karma..."

"Meaning?"

"I wanted an abortion now he or she is dead." He said sounding emotionless. He probably is at this point.

"Sam, this is not your fault. It was an accident and you can't control what happened." I said frowning slightly.

He looks down and says nothing.

This is gonna be a long ass ride that's for sure.
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Time skip: Five months later

"Hey babe."

I look up and see Sam come into the room smiling at me. I smile back and say "hey." He sits down next to me and he looks preoccupied. "You good?"

"Huh? Oh I'm good." He said kissing me on the cheek.

"Mhm I totally believe you." I said wrapping my arm round his waist.

He sighs and says "today was supposed to be my due date..."

"Oh..." I said awkwardly.

"Yeah..."

Ever since his miscarriage he has been doing his best to ignore that he was even pregnant to begin with. After about a week he was back on his feet, tho I could see right through his act.

He gets in my lap and says "I love you."

My eyes widen. We've never said that before... He's the one person that I do truly care about and I've never felt like this before for anyone.

"I love you too." I whispered looking him in the eyes.

He smiles and kisses me deeply. I kiss back and gently pull him closer.

As we make out I feel Sam start grinding on me. My eyes widen in shock, but I let him do his thing.

Sam looks me in the eyes and says "we've been together for a while now and uhh well..."

"Are you suggesting what I think your suggesting?" I asked shocked.

"I want to have sex... I wanna know what sex is supposed to feel like..." He said blushing.

"Well if you really wanna know..." I stand up and pick him up. I carry him upstairs and put him on my bed saying "if you ever want me to stop tell me. If you get overwhelmed or feel a certain way tell me and I'll stop." 

"Ok." He said looking confident.

I kiss him on the lips and gently leave trails of kisses down his neck. Since I've never had sex with a male before I did my research for just in case.

He starts taking his shirt off and I start taking my clothes off as well. Once we're both naked I check him out and see that when he blushes it goes down his chest about half way.

"You're beautiful." I said leaning down to kiss him again. I kiss everywhere except where I want to go. When I kiss his inner thigh he gasps and tries to clamp his legs shut in shock, but I gently keep them open. I grab some lube from inside my nightstand and before I start I ask "are you sure that you want this?"

"Yes." He whispered looking me in the eyes. Multiple emotions are playing on his face, but his eyes show love and imma trust that.

"Ok." I whispered dumping lube onto my fingers. "It's gonna sting, tell me if I hurt you try to relax the best you can."

All he could do is nod.

I gently push my finger in past the the ring of muscles and shit he's tight and hot... I can't wait to actually get in, but I can wait for as long as he needs.

He winces and I gently rub his back whispering soothing words to him. "Y-You can add another..."

After I thoroughly prepare him I ask "you ready?"

"Yes oh fuck yes." He moaned as I pressed on his prostate wit my fingers.

I groan and pull my fingers out and replace them with my dick. I slowly go in and I can hear him whimpering, so I freeze and let him adjust before going the rest of the way in.

"Oh fuck..." I groaned when I was balls deep in. He's so fucking tight...

"Move..." He whispered when the pained expression turned into pleasure.

I didn't need telling twice. I slowly rock my hips back and forth and the feeling of his ass walls on my dick is just wow.

Sam pants under me and he mutters "faster."

"Ight." I muttered picking up the pace. His moans of ecstasy gives me the courage to fuck him harder and faster.

"Ah fuck." He muttered shutting his eyes. His legs starts to tremor and that's how I know I'm hitting his prostate. 

"You look so hot." I said sloppily kissing him and he kisses me back.

I feel my climax coming and before I can say anything I hear him mutter "cumming."

"Shit..." I groaned as I cummed a heavy load. It's been a while since I did anything sexual so I got off faster today than I normally do. I gently pull out and lay right next to him saying "how did you like that?"

"It felt right... I loved it." He whispered snuggling into my chest.

"I'm not gonna lie I've been with a lot of people before... But that was the first time I truly enjoyed sex... Maybe cause I actually have feelings for you and it wasn't just sex in my opinion."

He smiles some and says "I'm happy to hear that... I don't wanna be used for sex..."

I kiss him and say "sex is nice, but I can live without it if that means I can have you till I die."

"Aww... I love you." He said smiling.

"Love you too."
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Later that day I let Sam take a shower and I go downstairs to see my parents in the living room.

"Yo ass better not of brought a hoe into my house or I swear to God Montrell yo ass is mine cause we made a deal."

I look at my mom and say "I promised not to bring hoes home, you never said anything bout partners."

"Wait what?" My dad said sitting up quickly. "Your joking? You rarely ever date! So who's the poor girl?"

"He's a boy and you know him." I said rolling my eyes.

"It's Sam isn't it?" My mom said grinning at me.

"Yeah." I said shrugging. I walk outta the room and go back upstairs where I see Sam freaking out. I rush over to him and say "babe why you freaking out?"

"Y-You didn't wear a condom..." He said hyperventilating.

"Oh fuck..." I whispered with wide eyes I can see he's close to crying so I hug him and say "don't worry bout it Sam... If something happens I'll always be here for you. I'm not going anywhere."

"Do you promise?"

"I promise."

End of chapter.

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