Harsh's pov

I open my eyes slowly feeling warmth of her soft body beneath me, last night I heard her screaming I came to her room and banged on door so many times but door was locked so I used my set of keys and found her crying in her sleep I can't imagine her condition was terrible like someone is really beating her , I never thought I would feel this way for someone but my heart torn into pieces I felt so helpless seeing her face covered with tears ..I don't know reason it can't be just a dream I remember I heard same cries after few days of our marriage but I was too drunk to get up and come to her god knows how many times I cursed myself that day after that I stopped drinking at night ...over all these years it became like drug to me I can't sleep naturally I need alcohol or girl's body to make me tired then only I can sleep ... earlier I used to have girlfriends for a month or two maximum they would love to warm my bed I would fulfill all their wishes but it's been two months now I last had sex with anyone, just don't know what fuck is wrong with me from time I first saw her in that orphanage I couldn't think about anyone else.

I hugged someone for first time in all these years she was sobbing in her sleep too , I felt like I want to go in her head and see who is bothering her I would just kill him.. I never felt this worried for anyone ..I distanced myself from all these emotions of care, love but don't know why my heart clenched for her ..I was literally sleeping on her all night my head is resting on her one shoulder and my hand is wrapped around her belly ,my legs are entwined with her bare legs..I didn't knew she wears shorts at night ..I can feel her chest moving up and down as she is breathing I look at her face and tuck her hairs behind her ear she looks like innocent kid but beast in me conquers my mind and  I touch her soft lips and lean down to kiss her cheeks feeling her smooth skin on my lips I rub my beard on her skin..her breathing is so warm and  her natural fragrance is like fresh  flower I can lost all my senses by just smelling her.. I kiss her eyes tasting her tears just then she opens her eyes slightly.. fuck what I had done.

Pooja's pov

I feel like tons of weight laying over me and rough hands touching  my waist.. I open my eyes slowly see him kissing my eyes ..I breathe heavily feeling Shivers down to my spine as he breaths on my lips looking in my eyes

"What you doing here" I ask breaking our eye contact as he adjust himself getting up from me

"You were screaming in your dream last night so I came to check up but fall asleep here" he says avoiding my gaze running his hand thorough his hairs

"Oh I get nightmares usually ...am sorry to disturb your sleep" I say covering my t shirt as it was lifted exposing my belly

"You know what you can't lie properly " he says coming closer leaning over me as his hand lift my t shirt again and tuck it in my bra

"Mmmm what you doing why I will lie " I say breathing heavily feeling my body frozen as he rub his thumb on my belly button

"I have my ways lil girl I will find out" he whispers in my ear gritting his teeth as his hand squeezing my belly hard , a moan escape from my mouth he snuggles his nose in my neck I can feel his lips smirking on my skin.. he licks my neck slowly sucking on spot he gave me hickey last time.. I bite my lips hard clutching on sheets I never felt this way before fuck why I can't stop him

"Because you want me as much I want you" he says breathing heavily still licking my collarbone hard nibbling his teeth in my skin I rub my fingers in his hairs ..he stops suddenly and looks in my eyes with his usual straight face and tight jawline

"We need to discuss this get ready then come in my room"

Again he left after making me feel all strange thing in my body which I never felt in my life ...