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kaveri priyam as kashish

heaten park, Manchester UK

one corner of crowded park was covered with balloons and roses it was late at night so there aren't many people around..

one guy is sitting on his knees with bunch of roses in his hands his cute smile could melt thousands of hearts his eyes searching for signs of approval in those beautiful brown eyes

"you know your curls look like crown on you, princess"

he says adoring girl standing right in front of him whom he loves madly

"will you be mine forever"

he says gasping looking at girl with hopes overwhelming his eyes

"how you can do this to me , kash"

one girl come closer to them throwing away balloons blocking in her way her eyes full with rage and she is holding wine bottle in her hand

"pooja, what you doing here "

that girl gets shocked biting her lips nervously looking at boy with worried face

"who is she kashish ...what she talking about"

guy gets up looking confused like hell he come closer to that girl holding her hands

"DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH HER, she is my girlfriend, my kash baby"

she says coming between them pushing guy away as she hold her hand possessively

"am sorry ... varun ...but am lesbian i Can't Marry you"

kashish says hugging pooja looking at varun's shocked face

"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS"

he scratches his head like mad man but then look at kashish's happy face

"I understand am sorry ... you both make a cute couple... i will leave now"

he left place with heavy heart throwing roses in dustbin ..

kashish's pov

as soon as varun left place pooja started hitting me with her bag and balloons , roses , her sandals or what not but as usual i am laughing hard rolling on grass

"you really don't have any shame ...do you ? "

she says hitting me with balloons its so good to see her like this shs looks cute when she is angry like hell

"baby ...am your girlfriend behave nicely with me or i will sue you for domestic violence"

i just can't stop laughing this poor girl had to do lot of cringy things just for my puppy eyes

"it was last time kash ... next time if you want to get rid of any good guy then just kill him but don't ask for my help"

she says sitting on bench looking at me like angry teacher who wants to punish me for not doing homework

"I promise i won't mess up again ... you are my bestie na this much you can do for me"

i hold my ears looking at her with puppy face i know she can't stay mad at me for long

"I know you very well my drama queen your "this much " will never end!!!!"

we both laugh hard thinking about varun's dumb face that poor guy did nothing but still i had to do this act

"Am feeling bad for him ...he was cute though"

i say faking my tears acting like am feeling really sad

"yeah!! stop drama now he isn't here you made him run away just as usual you do with every guy who loves you "

she says sarcastically rolling her eyes i know she is right but i don't have any choice

"This love & all is unrealistic concept for me ..i can't be in cage of emotions...you know that bro !!"

and after what happened to you i will never believe in this love again.. only i know how you rebuilding yourself in past one year ... when you came here i wasn't able to recognise you if you are my soul sister my only best friends from childhood or some Zombie who was just breathing without oxygen !!

sometimes life is so cruel that it takes away yourself from you ...i will never get my old bestie back who knew how to be happy ... now i have this pooja who is just living for sake of living ...who forgot to love and smile ... who hates that monster so much that she forgot to love herself...!!

"its getting late we should get home now"

I hear her voice as i come back from my trance we head towards my car to our small yet cute apartment.

pooja's pov

As soon as we come home kash jumps to bed and sleeps... she is really kid i put blanket on her and sit in balcony looking at dark clouds i close my eyes thinking where i came ?

my head was paining severly i wasn't able to move my legs i opened my eyes slowly just to see white curtains of a room ...

one nurse was checking my blood pressure i feel sharp pain as i move bit

"what happened to me ... why am here"

i ask her as tears roll down from my eyes i remember bus had accident i was sitting on window seat ..

"dont worry you will be fine in some days ... you just have fracture in your both legs ... and stiches on your forehead"

i feel relieved as nothing much happened ..

"can i make a call please"

i ask her as she gives me her phone i dial harsh's number hurriedly he must be so worried for me ...

I tried for tenth times but he isn't picking up my call .. he forgot me already? i know i was fool to leave him like that but ... i didn't had choice .. he loves maya still ..

that night when he made love to me it was magical he captured my soul .. i was listening to his heart beats for so long .. just then i heard those words again ..

"i love you........"

i was about to kiss him confessing my feelings to him but his eyes were closed ... and next word he chanted in his sleep was

"Maya..."

just in fraction of seconds all my dreams vanished in air ... i wanted to cry hard but i was feeling numb ... i got up and cleaned myself in shower ... tried to rub his marks from my skin but they were imprinted in my soul .. how i would be able to remove them?

I decided to leave him ... i packed my bags and left for my home ..on empty road i was all alone my eyes were dried from crying ... i wasn't feeling any fear from darkness.. my heart was slowly tearing in pieces ..

I come out of my thoughts as i get call from harsh's number in nurse's phone ..

"hello ... harsh .... am here in hospital its been a week am calling you but you not picking up my phone..."

i say crying i need you most now harsh I can't bear this pain ..

"am sorry pooja... its me Maya.. harsh is sleeping still ... actually we were awake all night ... when he gets up i will tell him about you ..."

and she cut call ... leaving me in utter shock my head started beating like someone dig knife in it .. i dont know when but my eyes closed and i felt blood dripping from my nose ....

"pooja ....beta(daughter) wake up ...its been long you sleeping ...am worried now"

i hear my mom's soft voice as she rubs my head slowly .. i came back to my home now i smile at her assuring her am fine ..

"its just sedatives that working on me mom ... don't worry .."

i get up fron bed trying to walk little bit ..my wounds are healing now ..

"mom ...you didn't told me yet how you got money for hospital bills "

i ask her scanning her face ... as far i remember harsh won't deposit contract money ... when we made love one night i asked him not to give me money because what we having isn't a contract anymore... i wasn't having sex for money ...and he promised he will respect me..

"Harsh mittal ... he gave your contract money as it was ended... "

i see tears in her eyes i feel my chest heavy like someone put thousands of stones at same time .. but i have to be strong ... you can't break me ... !!!!

"its ended now mom ... now we are free to live our new life ..."

i hold her tight crying in her lap its been all too much for me ... my life shattered in pieces just in one night... i gave him my body my soul my everything and he thrown me out from his life like used paper ...

after few days i donated his money to orphanage ... i can't take this feeling of being sold to him... he is haunting me like my shadow but i won't let him break me ... i will fight till my last breath ...

its been a month..i can walk properly now ... from savings i had in my account i booked my tickets for London...my parents talked to my bestie kashish she told me to come there....

i want to escape from these six months of my life like he never existed.. but how i will get rid of his parts which are bounded in my soul ...

"am moving to London ..."

don't know what overtook me i typed this message to his number sitting on waiting line on airport counter ....

maybe a part of me still hoping those words he used to whisper in my ears when he would make me his were true ...

my phone beeps i see his text instantly..my hands started trembling... maybe its all because of maya ..

"good for you ... we wish you all luck"

i read text rereading it again as picture attached to it was still downloading ...who we ?

i stumble from my place looking at his bare chest which was now covered with maya's hairs ... i shut my phone blocking his number deleting every single picture of him ...selfies of us together ... i hold my tears am not gonna break ... i sit on my seat closing my eyes..

"you still awake ... its 6 in morning poo "

i hear kashish's voice behind me ... i look at her hiding my swollen eyes

"no just i woke up sometime before... just feeling fresh air"

i look at her smiling as i head Inside bathroom... under shower i rub hard on his marks like everyday...i hate myself more than i hate him... they are disappeared from my skin but still i can feel them piercing in my skin every single second...