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"So it's my fault that I don't understand why you're more concerned about that woman than me? You know what, I don't understand you. I thought you love me? I guess not. Maybe it's better for us to be away from each other for a while" -Carina
CARINA'S P.O.V.
When I heard Regan telling Fiona to take Scarlet inside the house to bathe her, I wanted to go back inside too but something was telling me not to go. Rosie was desperately trying to seduce Regan and I am beginning to feel alarmed and threatened. What if Regan gives into her seductions?
I could hear everything that they were talking about and when I heard Regan said that he loved me, my heart began beating erratically and the joy I felt was overwhelming. I couldn't believe it. I thought he was tired of waiting for me, for me to forgive him. I clutched my chest as my heart was beating so loudly that I thought it would jump out of my chest.
Just hearing him say that to Rosie erased all my negative feelings and doubts about him. A lone tear escaped my eye as I smiled to myself, realizing that the love I have for him was always in my heart and now, it doubled. I looked back at them and my eyes widened when I saw Rosie kissed Regan on the lips. The rush of anger I felt was like a wildfire that rose to its limit. I was so infuriated that I walked towards them with long strides and pulled Rosie from Regan. I didn't even realize what I was doing because of rage. I really saw red.
"What the---"Before she could form a sentence, I pushed her that she almost fell to the ground. Her eyes squinted in anger when she realized that it was me. I stared into her eyes with equal venom in my eyes. She raised her hand to slap me but I caught her wrist and gripped it tightly.
"Let go of my hand you b*tch!" She shouted furiously. Her other hand reached for my hair and pulled it, much to my surprise. Instead of being scared because of the pain, I fought back and pulled back her hair. It was my first time to fight with someone else physically and because of fury and jealousy that clouded my mind, I fought back with all my might.
"Stop it!" I heard Regan yelled before he tried to pull us away from each other. I saw how worried he was for me and was about to approach me when we heard Rosie's wails. She was crying while clutching her chest. Regan turned his head to her direction worriedly.
"Are you alright Rosie? Do you feel any pain?" He asked her full of concern. Rosie hugged him while sobbing. I was so shocked and hurt of the sight in front of me. My eyes quickly brimmed with tears. I was so happy a while ago hearing him declaring he loves me but now, that happiness died down. Rosie looked at me with a smirk, her eyes were like mocking me. She looked like she'd won.
I stepped backwards a couple of times before I ran away from them. I heard Regan calling my name but I ignored him. I went straight to our room and quickly locked the door. My sobs became louder as I leaned back against the door. I felt like my legs lose their strength that I slump against the door. My palms were over my face as I continued to cry like a child. It hurt me really bad when I saw Regan's attention was focused with another woman, let alone the concern on his eyes while comforting at her in front of me.
I got startled when I heard Regan's voice from the other side. He was now knocking on the door.
"Kitten, you got it wrong. Please, open the door and let's talk" I heard him say but I didn't answer nor open the door. I continued weeping while hearing his voice begging for me to open the door. When I didn't opened the door after about 1O minutes, I heard his footsteps as he walked away. He gave up just like that?
I went to the bed and cried myself until I tears couldn't come out anymore from my eyes. This is the first time I cried like this again after I discovered about his betrayal 4 years ago. Now, I am crying again because of the overwhelming jealousy I didn't know I was capable of feeling, until now. I hugged my pillow as the picture of Regan and Rosie kept on replaying inside my head. I huffed and got out of the bed. I am tired of this! I need to get out of here!
I went into the walk-in cabinet and got all my things and stuffed in a suitcase. I just realized that staying with Regan would be too difficult and painful if he would be with Rosie all the time. He was even more concern about her than me and it hurts really badly. I was busy in my thoughts while packing that I didn't hear the door of the room opened. I was holding my breath, hoping that he would go out and search for me downstairs but that didn't happen.
The door of the walk-in closet opened and I saw Regan with a guilty looking face. I tried to ignore him and continued what I was doing. I heard his footsteps approaching me and before I could turn my head to him, he took out my clothes that I already stuffed inside the suitcase and put it back in the drawers and shelves.
"What are you doing?! Just go to her! I don't care anymore" I said, trying my hardest to stop my tears from falling again. When it comes to him, I am really weak. The confidence and strength I learnt to have when I left him within these couple of years is starting to crumble down.
"No! You got it wrong Kitten. Let's talk about this" He said with pleading eyes. He was about to grab my hand but I quickly evaded his touch. I saw a hint of pain into his eyes and he didn't bother hiding it. He grunted and raked his hand through his hair in frustration.
"Please, I am begging you. Don't leave me. Don't make a big deal out of it. It's just a misunderstanding" I stood up straight and glared at him.
"So it's my fault that I don't understand why you're more concerned about that woman than me? You know what, I don't understand you. I thought you love me? I guess not. Maybe it's better for us to be away from each other for a while" I said and turned my back to him. I began getting my clothes from the drawer again but he closed it as he tugged my hand and pulled me out of the walk in closet.
"Let go of me you jerk!" I shrieked as I tried my hardest to get out of his tight grip but he didn't let me. Instead, he forcefully hoisted me up from the floor and put me over his shoulder like a sack of rice. I hit his back furiously while screaming for him to put me down.
He deposited me on the bed. Before I even think of getting up, his weight was already pinning me down, preventing me from getting up. He even caught my hands and pinned them over my head.
"You can't keep me here! You have Rosie so just let me go!" I yelled at him as the traitorous tears came out again of my eyes. I turned my head to the other side, evading his gaze. Then I heard him chuckled with amusement as he watched my pained expression. Looks like the a*shole is enjoying every minute of it. I glared at him and began fighting again to free myself from him.
"You're jealous" He said while grinning. His eyes were twinkling with delight and he looked like any minute now he would jump for joy.
"I am not!" I denied.
"Yes you are. It's very obvious. Finally, you got jealous. I really thought you didn't care about me anymore" He said as his face turned serious. I stopped fighting him and stared back at him questioningly. What did he just say?
"What are you talking about?" I mumbled. He just smirked at me and leaned over and pecked me on the lips. I gasped in surprise as his kiss sent down a delicious sensation to my body. I felt my cheeks reddened as I realized that I really am jealous. He let go of my hand as his eyes locked into mine, his hand slowly caressing my cheek. I slowly let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding.
"Rosie is just my childhood friend. She has a weak heart since we were kids that's why I was concern about her a while ago. Sorry if I hurt you by going to her first but that's just it. Nothing more. She is my friend but you are my one and only love. I hope that's clear to you. There is no one but you" He explained while gazing at me. I saw the sincerity into his eyes that I couldn't find any words to say to him. I cleared my throat.
"Do you mean it?" I asked him while my hands cupped his face while staring at him intently. He remained silent for a couple of seconds before he responded to my question.
"Yes Kitten. I'm exclusively yours and you're exclusively mine" He said as he reach for my hand and kissed it.
Tears ran down my cheek but this time because of happiness and relief. I felt so ecstatic that my arms wrapped around him tightly. I could tell that he was surprise of my reaction but then I felt his strong arms around me.
"Do you believe me Kitten?" I didn't answer but I nodded my head. He pulled away from our embrace and lied next to me. He tucked some strand of my hair behind my ear while still staring at me lovingly.
"I never thought you would be jealous like that. You even fought Rosie. You have no idea how you made me happy" He said and kissed my forehead. I looked down as I felt embarrassed all of a sudden. I bit my bottom lip. I sat up and was about to get up from the bed when he grabbed my waist and embraced me from behind as he buried his face on my neck.
"Where are you going?" He asked as he started kissing my neck. I gasped as I shivered from his kisses. I tilted my neck to give him more access. His hands began exploring and caressing as his kisses became wild and hot. He gently bit my earlobe.
"Are you still angry with me?" He asked as his hand went inside my shirt then cupped my bra covered breasts. A moan escaped from my lips.
"Answer me" he whispered hoarsely. I shook my head no.Hemade me face him and captured my lips instantly. The fire in the pit of mystomach grew bigger that the need and desire inside of me became so strong thatI kissed him back with an equal intensity and passion.
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