Love, a beautiful feeling isn't it? That was
indeed the first time I felt the essence of love,
so pure and so true. Harshad, was definately
my Mr. Right. He was someone who just made
me feel complete. Although we both were
persuing our graduation final year and were of
same age but anyhow he was way too mature
to handle me, to protect me and to love me.
We loved each other like anything.
Life was smooth, infact over-smooth, there
was everything in our relation, loyalty, trust,
faith, honesty, understanding, compatibility and
above all LOVE, we used to fight, argue at
times but ultimately our love was enough to
overcome it. Infact I still remember there was a
time when I started believing in a "PERFECT
RELATION", a flawless relation with things
going totally smooth coz of the fact that I was
in one perfect relation...but, hold on, a big BUT,
life had something drastic in store for me
Unfortunately, time ruined our perfect relation,
after an year almost as soon as we both
graduated, we both planned to persue our
post-graduation from California. Everything
was planned before-hand, we both convinced
our parents and even applied for admission, he
even took his official admission there by paying
the whole fee and fulfilling all other formalities
but my life took a roller-coaster turn as soon
as my elder cousin sister who used to study
and reside in Mumbai got arrested in a drug
scam. My aunt influenced my parents in a
totally negative way and as soon as my
admission was just about to get finalised
officially, I was restrained to go anywhere. My
parents got so insecure that they didn't even
allow me to step outside my home so
California was out of question now.
I was trouble, in big trouble, coz now my
parents wanted me to marry someone and
persue post-graduation later after marriage. I
literally had to pay a huge cost coz of their
insecurity and fear. I cried, I screamed, I tried
like hell to influence them but all I got was
sheer disappointment. It was of no use now. I
went into deep depression. I stopped thinking,
eating, drinking, talking. My social life was nil.
My phone was taken. I was set aback totally.
There came a point of time when I wanted to
die coz Harshad is my life and I am incomplete
without Harshad. We both were like two bodies,
one soul. Time just ruined everything, it killed
everything and soon I got to know from a
mutual friend that Harshad left thousands of
video messages for me online and asked me to
contact him when the right time comes and
when things get a bit normal at my home. I
decided to abide to his words and started
waiting for the right time but destiny had
something even more drastic in store for me.

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