On October 15th, years ago

I was born into this hell

At age 1,

I was just the cutest

At age 2,

I learned to speak, which then I never stopped

At age 3,

My world started to grow darker

At age 4,

My innocence shattered by my own brother

At age 5,

I kept my mouth shut about my horrors

At age 6,

I learned about suicide, I never understood why it was illegal

At age 7,

I grew cold, dark, heartless, silent

At age 8,

I lost all my friends... again

At age 9,

People started to wonder about me

At age 10,

I finally told everyone the truth, most did not believe me

At age 11,

I was taken away from my family, which I learned I hated

At age 12,

I went home to my hating family, but I met some friends (that I will lose too)

At age 13,

I grew weak, more loving. I hated it

At age 14,

I lost my hope for humanity, the very last shred of it

So now I want to tell you

That this all is

My life