I let you in
I gave you my heart
Haters yelled sin
It was only the start

It was never easy
To be so far
But if I ever felt queasy
I'd stare up at the stars
Tell myself that we'd be together
Now and forever

We talked about the future
We were both so sure
Yeah it seems like a childish dream
But we believed
And that dream was ours

I couldn't wait to be with you
You held my heart in your hand
I thought you loved me too
I thought I was your man

Two and a half years
You were my world
I can't count the tears
Just running a sword
On my thighs
Oh what troubling times

It's been almost six months now
I've thought long and hard
Couldn't wait to talk to you
Take a single shard
Of my heart
Just dreaming of a fresh start

How could I be so stupid?
How could I be so wrong?
Stupid enough to believe the lie
For so god damn long
You don't want me
You dont need me
Just use me up
And break my heart

Now I see
You don't want me
I'll leave you be
Just know that I'll always be
Here
So don't shed any tears
For me