These are all my thoughts from a book I have deleted called
"Book of Thoughts"
I wanted to consolidate my poems into one book, my songs into one book, and now some of my random books into one book.
So thank you for reading and sorry for any confusion. (:

The feeling of relaxation after a long day.

The feeling when you get to talk to that one you love after not getting to for a long time.

The feeling of getting all happy when your love sends you a cute love message.

The feeling of sudden thrill when you go downhill extremely fast on a rollercoaster.

The feeling of sudden adrenaline when you jump off a cliff into the ocean.

The feeling of sudden excitement when you jump out of an air plane and start to sky dive.

The feeling of security when his arms are wrapped around you.

The feeling of being loved when he softly caresses you.

The feeling of passion when he kisses you.

The feeling of compassion when you see someone in need.

The feeling of thankfulness when someone wonderful happens to you.

The feeling of appreciation when someone acknowledges what you do.

That feeling of comfort when you're in bed after a long day.

That feeling of being rested after a good night sleep.

That feeling of exhaustion after a long, hard day.

That feeling of being crushed inside when you know your love is crying himself/herself to sleep and it's your fault.

That feeling of feeling not loved when you still don't get that one thing you've asked for forever from your love.

That feeling of being so sorry for something you can't change now...it's been done and you can't ever go back.
That feeling of not feeling like you're worth it because someone else makes you feel that way.

That feeling of knowing your love will never forgive you for all your mistakes.

That feeling of uncertainty, fear when you and your love get into a bad time and you think you might not make it out.

The emotion of jealously as you see someone else having what you wanted.

The emotion of sadness when you think of someone you've lost.

The emotion of agony when you yearn for someone that you wish to be with more than anything but can't.
Pain. Your body coursing with pain is horrific until your mind has it worse. Both at the and time and you feel as though you want to die. Pain.

Fear. Your mind clouded with fear as you do something of the unknown. As you try to do the impossible, killing your own demons within. Fear.

Death. Your soul being pulled into darkness and never seeing light. Being here on earth but not really living. Wanting, needing, but never getting. Death.