9-9-15
I told you I had the scissors in my hand
And I said the thought of my actions gets me high on control.
No one's stopping you... She says.
Are you trying to kill me?
The only one who can stop you is you..

These scissors didn't work very well..
I approach him and he knows to check my wrist now.
He cares as much as the aforementioned 'She'.
That doesn't even look like it. I'm gonna give you my pocket knife, if you wanna do this, you're gonna fucking do it right.
Nobody cares.. Wow I'm so shocked.
I sit on the table and the people around me carried on with their lives,
And I seemingly didn't exist.
It's like one of those music videos where the singer stands
And the people move and cross all around them but they stay there,
Locked in a daze.
That's me.
The bell rings and I walk through the hall,
Feeling empty,
Feeling dead,
Feeling like these breaths I take hardly mean anything.
- (m.m)

This is shit im sorry fuck fuck fuck