9-9-15
I'm that girl
Who fell from cloud nine.
I had it put together,
The days were good,
I never knew sadness even when it surrounded me,
I just covered my eyes.
So naive.
A year later,
The cold realities of this place
Took its aim and it didn't miss.
I was brought way down.
I was everything that held so many things together.
My friends pick up my habits
And the depression is contagious and triggering to them.
My household is falling the fuck apart,
I broke an already broken home.
My real family lies in the church and
I can't even be there as much as I'd like,
It's being taken away from me.
I had it all
Until I realized I didn't.
Like Halsey says,
'It hits you square between the eyes like a perfectly aimed bullet.'
I believe that.
- (m.m)