I'm crying

And I don't know

If these are happy

Or sad tears.

I love life-

I love to be able to notice

The trees and the forest,

The water, the moss,

The sunset,

Everything.

But I hate life.

I love to hate it.

I love to cry here and listen

To the music that

Nobody knows about.

I shut out

The whole world

Like this alot.

I'm so weak

But so full of strength.

I am dead

But alive with electricity.

I am so comfortable

Being here right now.

I love who I have become

But I understand that

Not many people would.

But I do.

And nobody stays there

Forever.

But I do.

Nobody sees the real me.

But I do.

And that's enough

To get me from day to day.

It's enough to fuel

My love to hate

Everything.

- (m.m) (I love this one. xo)