Looking around this place,
Without you,
Nothing seems to be okay,
Nothing seems to work out.

I just can't face,
What I should do,
I can't find the right way,
And when I think I have the answers my head fills with doubt.

You were my sister..my sister,
The only one I could turn to when things went wrong,
You were my sister
I miss the ways that we'd scream out the lyrics to our favorite songs.

You were the only one I could talk to,
Spilling my secrets as you gave advice,
You were my only friend for most of my life,
And now that you're gone, what do you expect me do do?

My bed seems so tempting,
But if you were here, I know what you'd say,
You'd tell me to get up out of bed,
You'd tell me to face the world without feeling the dread.

You'd tell me, a cup of tea,
Would fix everything..
And I didn't even like tea!
Didn't even like tea..

But now tea seems to be my favorite thing,
Cause it mattered to you,
And you mattered to me.

It's been some time, and mom's telling me to stop being selfish,
She's saying, "she was my daughter! How do you think I feel?!"
Hah! I wish.
I wish she felt the same way I do.
I wish she actually cared about you.

The only time she mourns your death,
Is when the camera is on.
She uses your passing for clout and wealth,
Uncaring of what she's viewing upon.

People don't see her outside of tears,
They never see the bottles of beer.
They tell me to support her,
But what do they know about us?

Well, it's hard to sympathize with her, when she never acts sad,
She's always going out to clubs,
Probably cheating on dad.

Well, how does mom think I feel?
Our broken family,
Nothing's normal, anymore,
Seems like when you left you closed up a door,
To our peace.

You were my best friend,
In my times of need,
You'd always be there looking happy as can be,
And you were there for me,
Up until your end,
And i'll never forget all the time we would spend.

When things would turn to disaster,
You'd be there to fix it up with your own home made plaster,
You always glued the pieces together,
With smiles hugs and never saying never.

We were two birds of a feather,
You never left me on my own,
But now that you're gone..

My world's gone dark and my hands feel cold,
Still somehow, they sweat ten times worse,
Mom's trying to forget, it's how she releases her pain.

But I know in my heart,
At least in my head,
Your memory won't grow old,
I won't let it.

You were my sister..
My sister.

When I had a problem, there's nobody else I would turn to.
My older sister,
Who would drive me to places,
Take me out shopping, to make me feel better about getting braces.

My sister,
Who'd dance and sing around the house with me,
But now all that's just a longing memory.

Now all that's just a longing memory.