A/n: Trigger warning for a toxic mindset with food

I'm sitting at the kitchen table,
staring at my plate.
And it's starting to get painful,
all the things I ate.

I did it again,
my stomach is too full.
I count to ten,
and shove two fingers down my throat.

It's like I was stuck in a trance,
shoving food in my mouth.
And now I feel so frantic,
trying to get it out.

How did I let myself lose control,
I should have known this would happen.
I never should have refilled my bowl,
I didn't stop at seconds.

I did it again,
my stomach is too full.
I count to ten,
and shove two fingers down my throat.