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The feeling of likening someone is great but you don't know if they like you back and it can be heart breaking but fun at the same time.

And your scared of being rejected but for people like me ,it's like a gain of sand to a beach it means nothing.

And I know there are people out there like me being rejected continually. You are desperately want to have that feeling of being loved by someone else.knowing that it might take decades to show up.

And when you think you have it but then its gone, alike a whisper in the wind. As GOD himself says your not allowed to have a relationship or allowed to be loved by someone , or the world hates you.

but you think it's your fault and your friends and family say it's them and you move on just for it to happen again.

your jealous of friends realship goals  that know you will never get have. you want a relationship just to know what it feels like but I'm 17 years and waiting.