How stupid could i be 

for anyone to even love me 

i thought he was my other half 

yet in the end ,i'll just sit and laugh 

as i cry and i could cut 

all this bullshit makes me sick to my gut

i thought once again i could settle down 

and now i just want to fucking drown

i should have learned from the tears 

that no one would love me throughout these damn years

i thought i could call you darling dear 

but why should i when you never did care

all because 

it was a fucking dare

(A/N hey guys ,this one was when i was with a guy who i really liked and he was dared to ask me out ,hes my friend still ,but i dont mind it anymore , i never written a poem this fast out of emotion ,i hope you liked it!)