For in this dream I was under water and I was deep in I tried to swim to the top but something stopped me in my tracks words from my childhood the words were hurtful I felt pain in my soul and cried not knowing for then I awoke gasping for air but the dream was not over for water was starting to flood my room and what I saw was a body my body and I screamed and then to my surprised but to awake seeing my dog Lily by my side with a worry on her face but I told her that I was okay but Lily didn't believed me so she jumped on my bed and stayed there for my safety and I lay to go to sleep I remember that I was safe and my past was the past and there was nothing I could do about it or going back in time to change it and I lay to sleep with my puppy by my side to make me feel safe knowing that everything is alright  and I am God's child and he will keep me safe from sin, but it's okay I tell myself to sleep but lying to myself will not make me better so pray to God I tell myself it will make you feel better so I pray to my heavenly  father I said Amen so I fall asleep and as you know you be safe in the hands of God.