Why can't I get over you?
Why does everything remind me of you?
Why do I say I forgave you long ago?
It isn't true.

Why do I not feel sad when you're mentioned?
Why do I feel bitter when you're mentioned?
Why do I not want to hate you?
When all you did was make me empty
A shell of who I used to be

But I still want to care about you.
Why do I want to care about you?
Why am I struggling with myself?
Why can you seem so cruel when you aren't around?
Why do I not tell you how much I can't care about you when I'm near you?

All our friends think I'm over you
You think I'm over you, too
But it's not my heart you broke
I don't think I ever loved you
It's my trust
Why did you break my trust?
Why could I never love you?
Why do I want to love you?

Why could I not love you?