i smile

i cry

i laugh

my life is the same

and i hate it

i hurt myself everday

and i enjoy it

my family has money problems

and they only care about themselfves

my mom would lie to help us

my mom is selfish

my dad works hard to help us in life

but it was pointless

my siblings are always horrible to me

they always leave alone at home

and i like it

i like being alone

when my dad went home he always yells

my brothers would pick on me non-stop

and i lost my anger and beat them

and it felt good

at school i always get scolded by my teachers

and i hate it

my classmates would bully me because im bigger than them

they always steal my work

and made chase them

my teacher would blame me

and my classmates would always blame me for their deeds

and i hate it

afterschool i always cry and regret being born in this world

im always alone no one to talk to

and i dont care if i have no friends

i like being alone

everyone thinks im weird when i horror finctions

and i dont care if they say that

it's best if world is better off without bad people