Warning- Mentions of starvation, don't read if sensitive!!!

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You looked out the window of your room on deck,

You felt a pain in your stomach and winced

The pain went away and you sighed with tears in your eyes

You looked in the mirror and looked at your body, you were alone as you judged yourself

If I could just be skinnier or even prettier, maybe I would be loved

Tears dropped from yours eyes, you wiped them away and decided it was time you finally go out and see your crew

You opened the door and walked out, the sun was shining in your eyes and you squinted them

"Y/n there you are" You heard Ussop say

You opened your eyes to see Ussop with a big smile

"Hi Ussop, how are you" you said with a smile

"I'm great how about you" he said and you thought

"Yeah I'm great" you said with thoughts of the opposite

He walked away off to do things that Ussop does....

You were looking for Luffy, he was never a judgmental soul but still you had your insecurities for the boy was a handsome one

That's when you saw a certain green-head

"Hey Zoro" you said and he perked up

"Y/n what are you doing" he said with a small but noticeable smile

"Looking for Luffy, how about you" you said

"Taking a nap....are you okay" he asked and you looked back at him

"Yeah why" you said and he moved closer to you looking you in the eyes

"You look pale" he said and you looked down

He sighed and you looked back up at him

"Y/n please eat we don't judge you" he said and you stopped smiling

You sighed and Zoro put a hand on your shoulder

"Luffy's in the kitchen" he said and walked away

You took a deep breath and pushed open the kitchen doors

"Y/n-Chan~" Sanji called out as you entered the kitchen

"Hi Sanji" you said as he ran to your side

"Y/n dear are you hungry I would love to cook for you" he said and you saw Luffy

You smiled, you would love a nice meal but that would ruin you....

You gently shook your head and sat beside Luffy

"What about something to drink" he said and you thought

Water shouldn't hurt?

"Um a glass of water would be fine Sanji thank you" you said and he ran right to get it

You turned around and saw Luffy

"Hi Luffy" you said and he looked at you and stopped eating

"Y/n I didn't see you" he said and you giggled

"That's because you were eating" you said looking at his plate

"Oh yea, do you want some" he said and you shook your head

"I'm okay" you said and he tilted his head

"You haven't ate though, aren't you hungry" he said and you looked away

"N-no I'm fine" you said feeling a little dizzy

"I think I need to lie down" you said holding your head standing up

"Y/n dear are you okay" you heard Sanji say and you fell to the ground

"Y/n are you okay" they called out but you passed out

You awoke in a bed sitting up fast, you looked around to see Zoro and a fast asleep Luffy

Zoro scowled at you but felt sympathy,

"Y/n i've told you to eat..." he said and you sighed

You laid back down as Luffy stared to stir

You looked at him as he met your gaze,

"Y/N" he yelled and jumped up and hugged you tightly

You blushed as you felt his tight hug, "L-Luffy hi" you managed to say as he pulled away and looked at you with a worried look

"Y/n what happened you just like fell asleep" he asked and you looked at Zoro and then back at Luffy

"Oh Luffy I just didn't sleep last night" you said and Zoro stood up

"That's a lie" he said and you motioned him to be quiet

"Y/n please tell me" Luffy said and you looked away

Zoro got up and left, so you and Luffy could talk

You sighed and looked at Luffy,

"Y/n please" he said as you looked at him in sorrow

"I'm sorry Luffy I really am" you said doing your best not to cry

"What is it" he said moving closer to you

"I-I..." you said trying to talk

Luffy grabbed your hand and smiled

"It's okay Y/n, I won't judge you" He said and you nodded

"I-I do this thing where I will.....just not eat" you said and he tilted his head

"Not eat How can you do that?!" He said with a surprised look

You looked down and he squeezed your hand

"Hey it's okay, why don't you eat" he said and you looked at him

"Well I get this feeling, that I'm like....fat or not pretty" you said and he looked at you

"I'm so sorry I-" you tried saying but he hushed you

"Y/n you are never not pretty, in fact I think you are beautiful" he said with a confident look which made you smile

"Oh Luffy" you said and looked at him

"Y/n, will you do me a favor" he said and you nodded

"Please, will you eat you may feel overweight or not pretty I don't listen to the voices in your head listen to me, I love you Y/n" he said making you gasp as your eyes filled with tears

"Luffy do you really mean it" you asked and he nodded

"I very much do" He said with his usual happy grin

You pulled him into a tight hug and he hugged back

"I love you too Luffy" you said and he smiled

"No matter how you look" he said and kissed your cheek

You were happy, it didn't mean you weren't insecure but Luffy, he made it just a bit better~