My actions lately have been reckless,

Rather careless,

Because I'm not sure anyone would even have the slightest care,

Whether I live or die,

All I want to do is say "goodbye",

Not to life,

But the world,

I want seclusion,

But it seems I can't let myself,

Too distracted by my feelings for others,

All I do is disappoint,

Trying to have fun makes me annoying,

Maybe I shouldn't care,

But maybe I should,

With all this constructive critism aimed toward myself,

I need to change,

And be fixed.