It's not difficult for me to understand why I'm upset,

I'd rather forget,

All those bad times,

My feelings felt true,

I thought your's did too,

It's in my head,

Replaying over and over again,

Of how I wish we never met,

I know it was aggravating how I never said I love you back,

But you see it's not me,

You should've understood that emotions like those are hard for me to develop,

I remember how you used to envelop,

Me in your arms,

I'm probably not a thought in your head,

What's in your head?

I'm afraid to ask,

I need to see the bigger picture on why you left,

It was hard,

Not to reply to your good mornings and heartfelt apologies,

You apologized,

But you had someone else,

And you weren't as happy with her,

I wanted to sit back and let Karma have her fun,

But now it's really only affecting me,

A reverse physcology,

There's such a difference between us now,

Ah how I wish to apologize,

But I mustn't give in to this illusion,

It'll pass and we will forget,

Like nothing ever happend,

I'm sorry for everything I've done,

I failed you,

Failed us,

Made the same mistake of keeping my grudges,

But I was never a cheat,

Unlike you,

Why should I forgive?

Why am I even contemplating this,

I shouldn't be exploring my emotions,

It's too dangerous.